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This Empath!

It’s like first I have to undo all the emotions, pains and mostly the stories I have heard from people for all these people. I feel so exhausted. It’s like I have to undo everything that I have ever listened to. It’s like I want to erase the past from the present and not take it to the future. But I don’t know where to begin this new journey of my heart.

I have always been a stronger, intuitive person. I have taken a mountain of sorrows (joy too) from people’s daily lives and I made myself a good listener through it all. But now I feel weaker. I feel I don’t want to hear any pains or stories of people’s sufferings. I valued their pains, but devalued my own if I could remember it correctly.

It sounds selfish. I get it. But the truth of the matter is that I am drained so much from my past. The emptiness that I feel by giving all of me to all of the people around would never going to end. I feel I am in a trap of doing this, and I so want to get it out of it.

I want to create a life where I can listen to myself first, and I take care of my pains first.

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Life’s more

IMG_6291What a woman’s worth is a life long analysis that a soul never gets to the point when the body tells her through those wrinkles on the bare skin that she has had experienced enough of this life.

In the end, it is nothing like growing older and wiser at the same time. The growth leads to the fact that you figure out things about life sooner or later.

Embracing this truth will probably lead to another beautiful destination. Fingers crossed.

Feb 5th, 2018.