when I see myself in your eyes
the whole world becomes a perfect place to hold on to.
Nothing attracts me now.
I just want to be lost in
love and kind words
that seem to be so rare
Looked for some
familiar faces in the crowded spaces
where i could connect with the joy
of the day’s adoration capitulated friendship
for the sake of creating a future with
Narcotic Amber euphoria thereby the addiction
of giving in more energy to those half-dead never ceases.
I was lonelier with you
the silence was greater than our shared world.
Then the monsoon rain arrived
drenched us both in laughter, in tears
hope arouse without words.
every day I want to write something new
hoping that I would pour my heart onto the pages
and find out the right mantras
to end the war inside my mind.
In the end, however, it is only small detail.
And the chaos continues with your presence everywhere.